CRAZY Love

CRAZY Love
Love is when you act without thinking. Love is time sensitive and dependent on location. Love is when you go the extra miles to get noticed. Love is when price does not matter. What have you done for love?


Some of my experience with CRAZY Love:

My father picked up my boyfriend to go to school dance with me - my dad later told me he never in his life imagined picking up my then-boyfriend for me - how embarrassing!

I sewed a red heart inside the sleeve of bf's shirt to symbolize he wears my heart.

I dropped everything and made/got lunch for my boyfriend and brought it to him for work every day.

I made a chocolate cake covered with raspberry for a guy's birthday and brought it to his sister's party - it was too obvious I liked him.

I moved out to live with my boyfriend whom my mom hated and now loves.

Luigi

Love bought us Luigi (boston terrier) for our 3 year anniversary. We made a deal to not celebrate since we got Luigi.



Love and I were talking about having our hearts broken in the past. I'm happy that our hearts were broken and that we found each other. Looking back, I wish I could find the one person who's heart I broke and apologize to him.

Time flies

It's been a while...I didn't forget about this place. No excuses, I just had no motivation, hopes or aspiration to write about.
I decided to come here to track the things I dream about every day thinking if I know what I want then maybe I can find my path to them.

In the future I will have:
1. My Spanish colonial style home with a beautiful yard. A home small enough for my love and I, but big enough for my family n friends to come over.
2. A big wedding: Hmong, Lao, and a American reception. Not including the engagement celebration.
3. Bring happiness to my love and parents.

In the meantime, I want to document materialistic goods that make me smile and happy inside. Things like shoes, flowers and textiles.
I heart Betsy Johnson jewelry and Cole Haan / Nike Air shoes.
I want a pearl necklace and earring.

News:
I have a job and can pay my bills. I just bought my first car. I now have a dog, a boston terrier, and participated in my first national paintball tournament at Huntington Beach, CA.
I did not do well in accounting and will not venture to that field again.
I no longer participate in flag football due to time and I fear teenage drama. I have learned that meeting good friends is hard to come across. I am thankful for the few good friends I have. Oh and that boys do not like playing with girls in male dominated sport like paintball.
I will continue to practice hard to become a well known paintballer.

2010 recap

So much happened in 2010! Here's my top life changing moments of 2010:

1. Changed jobs 3 times! From Dept of Homeland Security to Medica to Dept of Human Services.

2. Moved to Minnetonka

3. I got lasik eye surgery

4. Comrades flag football ended

5. Played my first paintball tournament

6. Both my brothers got married!

7. Took 2 accounting courses - ick!

8. I could only think of 7 things...

The future scares me

I can't sleep. The future scares me- I'm trying to focus on the now only. We all get old- and during this process we all hope to accomplish a lot in life and succeed in living. I'm content with what I have now. Idk what it is, maybe it is the events that have occurred/are occurring that's making me think, maybe it's because I have some free time now, what ever it is, I can't sleep and am scared of the future. I've made many friends and lost many friends in the past 3 years- and I find myself wishing I could go back and understand where things went wrong. I've come to a conclusion that everyone who has ever inspired me, like an older sibling to me, and/or someone I looked up to - has all have failed me. All but three, my mom, my dad, and my love. I've learned to trust in them and rely on them to not be scared of the future. They have seen me grow and love me at my worst and I am thankful. Only those three can stand my stubbornness and demanding ways- they take me as I am and I love them. Enough emo time, lol, need to sleep zzzzzzzzzz.

Accounting

Accounting classes have started, lots of homework and reading. I need to do well in my two classes in order to prove to myself that I can excel in topics I once was scared of.

I've been swimming lately and it's been wonderful! I normally freeze in the water but surprisingly my body temperature has adjusted well. I am tired, need to find a job that I will have fun in. My June schedule is overwhelming and all I ask for is time to enjoy myself in the good Minnesotan weather before winter comes.

When I started this blog, I wanted to use it to help me learn more about myself to find out what I'd want to do in life. Since then, I have learned a lot about myself AND slacked off on blogging. lol. But now I'm back and back for a better reason! I want to track the daily inspirations, events, happenings and upcomings for myself.

Tomorrow will be my last day working for the Feds as a contractor as I move on to a new job with a health insurance company. I'm taking a drastic pay cut, but in the long run I hope it pays off. The perks is I won'd be driving 30 mins to work anymore - instead I get to WALK to work! Yah! Love and I can walk to work together, maybe not because I start work earlier than him. I feel good about my move and look forward to learning new materials in a corporate environment. Goodbye government work and hope we cross paths again.

I will be starting Accounting classes in June! I'm eager to learn and want to get my hands on the books. Two months of summer dedicated to a new job and three classes! On top of this, I will continue practicing flag football and paintball.

This summer is a busy one for me! My flag football team horribly lost 3 games in last weekends tournament- it was heart breaking but the team HAS to get better. This Saturday is my grandparent's party celebrating their life (Grandpa turned 70 yrs old yesterday). Sunday is my paintball tournament, team name = Sx. I'm excited to be playing with my boyfriend, we're playing to win the entire series! Next weekend is my Aunt's wedding, need to go gift shopping...sushi gift card maybe? I'm happy for her, we grew up together and she's getting married! The weekend after is NPPL Chicago paintball, Love and I will be driving down, hope I stay awake on the car ride :). Aww then it'll be June - I get to visit my friend Boua in Duluth and return back to practice with Comrades (my flag football team) to prepare for the J4 "The Big Dance" tournament.

As my writing skills will be put to rest for my new job, I hope to continue writing and practicing here.

P.S. Love has been working out with me and putting me through intense training to be a star QB!